I still miss you. I am sorry

I felt guilty to be "enjoying" life. I am not enjoying at all. I felt guilty to be alive when he is not. That is why, i always find myself saying "sorry" when i thought of him, reminded of him.

I am sorry because i lived...and you are not.

But good decision made anyway. You are not missing much down here. :(

Negative.

Having a meeting tomorrow morning. Got to wake up early, rush like m.a.d

I am really unhappy these days.

I laughed a min ago and i can cry at the next. Both, i don't know the reason.

Good Night. I miss you always.